Remember

I will remember,
No matter if the places where I have been
Will fade away into oblivion.
I will remember,
Skies are grey and no one's to be seen
In corners where I have been.

I've been searching, here today, for the light
The one was promised, guided, shining bright.
The essence of me, disregarded untruly
By a mind that forgot despairingly
About love.

What do I live for? I ask myself the question.
An answer I await in my reminiscence
For there's no further loss in my possession
Than that of my heart, lost on the fence,
Troubled, hurting in the rain of hesitance
Trembling feebly in the puddles. Yet remembrance
Is nigh, I feel it, I breathe it, I swear
That heartache won't end until I share
The lies that I have kept, away,
Hidden in a tiny heart-shaped sepulcher.
Locked in the depths of darkness-ever
Stuck from finding out the truth, its way.

But I will remember.

My key, I lost, there was no second chance
I forgot the reasons why in this dying trance.
But I discovered light
Among the depths, into the night,
I fell through, apart,
Shreds of everything I kept
By giving winds, away swept
Revealed anew
The whole of my heart.
My heart
Its beat
Its warmth
Its call
Its whisper
Its promise
Fulfilled.

I remember.
I came, I saw, and I forgot.
But the pain which I had brought
Was now a lesson learned.

Thank you.